I am curled up Rocking in the corner!

Welll I just had to blog because yesterday Autism whooped my ass.My son had a horrible time yesterday. I just wanted to go climb under a rock and suck my thumb and rock back and fourth contnously. But I could not do that as baddd as I wanted to. My son turned into a monster he lashed at me and gave me two beautiful battle wounds on my face which now i have shiny spots on my face which are are covered with neosporin. Now I have some cocoa butter on my face so I wont have a scare on face. This morning when I got up I thought about the box of wine in my fridge then I thought Oh Lord.... thats alll I need is to become a alcoholic..... Something else to blog about. Hmmmmmm Here goese this would be a hot blog "Overweight , Alcoholic single mom of an Autistic Child" OOOHHHH that sounds like a Lifetime movie to me. But Naw I will not begin a bad habit I don;t even have time to be a alcoholic. Well I better pay attention to my boy I will update more frenquently.